Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Brooklyn comes to New Jersey


The fifth day confirmed, what the four before had implied….
Our energies and connection is so strong, that it can’t be denied.

My heart and minds would not let me rest. The constant beats and thoughts of Brooklyn created an anxiety that would not be calmed. I was sitting at my part-time job on Sunday, waiting until the clock struck three. It was at that time that I would race home and get ready for him. Brooklyn texts throughout the day gave me a temporary relief. After what seemed like forever, my workday had concluded and I went home to prepare. Getting ready for Brooklyn is such a long process. I start by looking in my closet to pick just the right outfit. I’m thinking to myself, I have to get some new sneakers and some new clothes. Normally I am not concerned with fashion (as long as its clean and neat I am usually satisfied), but for some reason I want to be extra fly’ for Brooklyn. This presents a problem because I don’t seem to have any fly’ outfits. {hint… Christmas is coming}
After many attempts, I found a pair of jeans and a nice fitted long-sleeve shirt. Finding clothes is just the beginning. Next comes my “hygienic cleansing process”. This is where my inner and outer body is cleaned thoroughly. After the cleaning process, I dressed and left my room.

When I saw him we both smiled. Every time we see each other it is like the muscles in our face take on a mind of their own and form a smile. I love it. We decided to go on a double date. We met the other couple in downtown BK. to see Tyler Perry’s “Why Did I Get Married” for the second time. We held hands throughout the movie, acting out our emotions vicariously through the characters. After the movie we drove back to BK and had discussions on life, love, and relationships. We commented on the pace of the friendship/relationship and decided to disregard the negative thoughts of the proverbial “they”. After walking back to Brooklyn’s 2 bedroom apt., we took off our clothes and began passionately kissing. We fell onto the bed, one on top of the other. Our bodies connected. We could feel that the other was excited. We could see that the other was excited. We tasted each other. We……………………we stopped!!! We went to sleep. (NO SEX)

I woke up on Monday morning and returned to work after taking the last week off. I could think of nothing, but the night before. I could only think of this new man that had walked into my life. What makes him different” Why do I want him so badly? Why am I willing to give myself to him mind body and soul? Why am I prepared to alter my life for him? Why am I so happy? These questions made my day fly by. After school I gave him a call to see how his day was going. He informed me that he too, was thinking of me the night before. I suggested he come to Jersey when he said he wanted to see me. He said, “I don’t know, It’s kinda’ far…I’m kinda’ tired…I have to go see my grandma….I have to go home first….I have to go to work in the morning…” I wasn’t hearing the excuses. I wanted to hold him in my arms again. I wanted to wake up with him next to me. Every excuse he had, I combated until he gave in and got on the train. I picked him up with a huge smile on my face (those damn face muscles). We returned to the my place and greeted formally with a long embrace and long kiss. We decided to find out a little more about each other. Brooklyn, being the organized man that he is decided to make a list; A list of our likes and dislikes; A His and His List. We listed our favorite foods, colors, and ice cream. We listed our pet peeves, our fears, our goals, and our good points. While making the list, dinner arrived. I had chicken fingers and French fries, while he had fried calamari, a cheeseburger and fries. For desert we had strawberry cheesecake (which would be eaten later on) After the meal, we talked some more. One of my favorite aspects of this relationship is the communication. I love how we are so comfortable to talk to each other. We talk about sensitive areas of life. We reassure the other that we are willing to push through problems great and small. (I am reassuring you again Brooklyn, that we can and will make it through ANY problem!) The talking went from the chair to the bed. Our bodies seem to take over at a certain point (maybe because we have been depriving them of sex). Our bodies screamed for each other. The excitement was overwhelming. The heartbeats grew faster, the air became steamy, and the love that was hidden burst through the walls of fear and resistance. There is no turning back now. After our passionate moment, took a shower. I washed every inch of his body and he washed every inch of mine. It was another way of getting close to each other; a way of knowing each other on an intimate level. After the shower, I turned on the Golden Girls (my favorite televisions show, which he also likes… yay!!!). We watched the girls and fed each other cheese cake. This has been a very sensual experience. We have used all five of our senses to experience each other…… Hearing (talking about love), Taste (eating together; feeding each other), Touch (washing each others’ body), Smell (discovering the scents of the other) and Sight (making it a point to see each other at every possible moment). Announcement to you all…….. I am happy! I am content! I am officially UN-Single!

…And so it goes

15 comments:

Jay said...

Congrats, hope you remain happy with bk. Don't worry about the haters, just focus on your relationship...*hugs*

Omar Ramon said...

do ya thang boo! *KOOL-AID GRIN* ...damn face muscles. LOL

Jersey Brotha said...

I wanna see the ring lol

One Man’s Opinion said...

You are sprung! I ain't mad at you.

Jay said...

Jb, there shouldn't be a ring anytime soon...damn tyson doesn't move that fast...right?

bLaQ~n~MiLD said...

Ok JB, that's a trick question! Don't answer that!

ShawnQt said...

Aww the smiles!

We have to go shopping together so we can come up with some fly outfits! I'm happy your having the BEST WEEK EVER!

Just remember, return my phone calls, or you will see me years from now... shaking my ta tas for money! LOL.

ponoono said...

how long does it take u to pick out clothes that are only gonna wind up on the floor anyway? u wud be better off grabbin somethin outta the used pile ;-)

@shawnqt: this boy dont need fly clothes.. he needs clothes that hook with velcro. and nothing too tight! he gonna get friction burns pulling those pants down....

Jersey Brotha said...

LOL @ Jay and Blaq. No comment from me.

Mr. Jones said...

Good for you, man. I wish you the best!

Spook E said...

Nice. Nothing beats love...and sex. Hope Brooklyn treats you well.

I had to chuckle to myself (because I find comedy in everything) when you switched on the TV to watch Golden Girls right after sex. I mean, watching a bunch of old people living together with no prospects for sex. this is how you end hot love making?? LOL. I don't know but I suspsect there wasn't an encore with Brooklyn.

fuzzy said...

wow thats sooo very very nice! I am sooo very very happy for you two! Work it out and make this one last!

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Promiscuous X said...

YESSSSSSSSSSSS to Brooklyn lol. You had me at my desk glued to the monitor lol. You go boy lol. Im so happy for you. Yes make this one last.

Alright for the shower scene (GET IN!!!)

I really have been out of the lope because everybody knew about this. I feel so lost lol. I didnt knwo its was like that. Okay I just wanna know which bed it was so I dont lay me head there and did you wash ya sheets yet lol. I dont wanna fall asleep on a dry cum stain lmao.

Ty said...

Nice! Glad that you found someone and that it is exciting for you. Don't loose that enthusiasm for love or at least the pursuit of it. Best wishes!!